Six to Twelve Months: Post 1

My Journey:  Six to Twelve Months:                                                                   Post 1  It’s November, 2015. Thanksgiving is just around the corner. That means Tylee’s birthday and Christmas isn’t too far behind. I’m dreading it! We all are. Lord,...

First 3-6 Months Post #1

It’s August. What happened to July? I have been feeling frightened the last few days. I am fearful that a day will come when I won’t be able to remember their faces. I am constantly looking at their pictures. I want their images burned into my brain. I can’t forget! I...

First Few months Post 3

My Personal Journal: First Few months                                                         Post # 3 July, 2015 When will this nightmare end God? Any minute my son and Shawna will come flying in the front door with Tylee and Blake in tow. Tylee will be dressed up...

“Beauty from Ashes” Post 1

“Beauty from Ashes”          Post 1 August, 14, 2015 You are an awesome God! Wednesday morning, Hilda, my dear sister-in-law, and I did our devotions together.   As usual, I wrote my thoughts and prayers in my journal and then shared them with her. We had been doing...

First Few Months Post 4

My Personal Journal: First Few Months                                                        Post# 4 I feel so weak from this great grieving. My emotions are wavering, vulnerable. I have no energy. Our families who flew out to be with us are flying back home,...